Recently a friend talked about portal days (I can imagine what that is, but I don’t have to know exactly ;-)) and the full moon and then more portal days and – that things are getting serious now. She said now we really have to make a choice between good and bad.

OK, I had heard it and thought about it for a long time later. How about me? I’ve known for ages about the power of thoughts, etc. Nevertheless, I keep falling into the trap of negative thoughts and the associated downward spiral if I’m not careful. I realized that I lack the daily training to be able to automatically think correctly in every situation.

Professionally, I’ve just started my own business and thought it would be great advertising to offer a power walk through the Alz floodplains every morning for a while. The aim is to recharge your batteries through exercise in the fresh air and conscious breathing. It gives you time to look at your thoughts about the day ahead, weed out the bad ones, and mentally create the best vision of the day.

I did that in the past week. For five days I was at the meeting point at 7 a.m. every morning. Nobody but me. Doesn’t matter! I went through the program alone, because the decision was made: train only pay attention to the positive. After five days, I realized that this training had a really strong impact. At first, everything turned out to be much easier and more enjoyable. Situations that used to upset me left me cold. I was so centered that I realized I don’t need to be scared or anything. I am always taken care of. That’s how it’s always been and that’s how it will stay, if I believe it. Of course I’ll continue for the next few weeks. Alone if need be. If these advances were just the beginning, then I need to know what’s to come.

Just ten more days… I know that deceit, suffering and all will stop as soon as I stop paying attention, trust and believe that all is well and live by it. I just had to realize that it’s up to me when the life I want finally begins: now, when I live it. Knowledge is only useful if I apply it.

No more excuses! I’ll do it before these ten days are up.